"The Nature of the Beast" by Richard Ryley Sandra's face brightened as she saw me, her huge, pointed ears rising on her head. She cleared the front steps of the hospital in a single bound, landing firmly on both hands, her arms bending to cushion the impact. I caught her at the foot of the steps, and she wrapped her long, slender arms around my neck. "Steve! Thank God you're okay!" "I'm fine," I told her, savoring the feel of her soft, furry body against mine. After a moment, she stepped back, and smiled winningly at me. I brushed a few strands of reddish-brown hair away from her face. "So what happened?" She was trying to keep her smile bright and cheerful, but there was worry in her brown eyes. "Did you catch him?" "We got him, all right." The sheriff's voice came from behind me. "He tried to run for it, but Steve caught him before he could get to his car." "So it _was_ the guy who's been sending us those letters." "Yup," Andy said. "He ain't gonna be threatenin' you any more, that's fer sure." Sheriff Andy Hakkett was a tough, rugged looking man. He was short and stocky, but he towered over Sandra and I. We stood on all fours, only about half as tall as Andy. I had to crane my neck to look up at him. "He was one of Billy Nathan's men." I told Sandra. "I'm pretty sure he's one of the guys that's trying to break Billy out of jail. He had a hideout in the forest, but I was able to follow his trail." The sheriff laughed as he looked at me. "It's true, you're better'n a bloodhound. I thought the mayor was crazy, makin' you a deputy, but you sure proved me wrong." "Actually, it's kind of funny. When all this began, we were the ones hiding in the woods." Andy's expression sobered. "Yeah. Hiding from us. . ." Sandra stepped around me. She reached up with one long arm, placing it on the sheriff's shoulder. "There's nothing you could have done," she told him. "Even I had trouble believing what was happening to me. You couldn't have known we weren't. . .monsters. . ." The sheriff cleared his throat, picking at his shirt sleeve. Behind him, I began to notice the other humans around the hospital. Most were just ignoring us, walking in or out of the building, but a few stared. A short distance away, I could hear one of them. With my hearing, I couldn't help it. "Damn wolves," He was saying. "Why are they lettin' animals like that into the hospital?" "I hear they're studying 'em," a friend of his said. "Don' know why. The only good wolf's a dead wolf." I began to feel odd -- dizzy, and strangely confused. I glanced around at the hospital, the steel and glass of the entrance, the concrete of the walk where we stood, and the parking lot beyond. It all seemed strange, somehow. Sandra gave a yelp of surprise. I turned just in time to see a faint, flickering spark leap from her to Andy. They fell to the ground as if thrown apart. Sandra's feet scrabbled wildly on the concrete, as if she were trying to get away from something. "Did you see that?!" Sandra yelled. "What?" "It was the flash, didn't you see it?" Sandra stared at me, her eyes wide with fright. I knew exactly what she meant, but it couldn't be. . . "What flash?" I asked. "_The_ flash!" she said. "It was just like before!" Sandra's eyes unfocused, as she stared off into the distance. Her voice seemed to fade away. "Just like before." Just like before. The dizziness, disorientation. . . and then the pain, the unbelievable pain -- But, no. I didn't see the flash, _this_ time. I saw it happen to someone else. I looked over at the sheriff. He was trying to sit up, propping himself up with his arms. "Did you see a flash?" He nodded, slowly. He looked stunned. "Oh, God!" Sandra's voice was high, plaintive, almost whispered. "Oh, God, it's happening again!" "We don't know that," I told her, quickly. "Maybe it won't effect you again." "But what if it does? What if it does? You know what it was like. . .how it hurt. . ." Sandra shut her eyes tight, and pressed both hands against her face. I grabbed her tightly, wrapping my arms around her shivering body. I pulled her as close to me as I could. "I'm here. You know I'm here. We'll get through it together. Even if you change back, I'll be here." "Wait a minute!" the sheriff bellowed. "What the hell's going on!?" I turned to look at him, then back down at Sandra. She sat with her arms wrapped around herself, her eyes tightly closed, clinging to my arm with one hand. "It's the Transformation." I told him. "The flash is just the beginning. You're going to turn into one of us. You're going to turn into a werewolf." Sheriff Hakkett's eyes widened as he stared back at me. He inched backward. "But. . .I don't want to be a. . ." He doubled over, crying out, as the first of the pains hit him. I got to my feet, hurrying to his side. His muscles were tense, his body shaking, and I put a hand on his shoulder, as encouragement and to steady him. Finally he relaxed, exhaling heavily as he tried to catch his breath. "There," I said, "that one's over." It would be about ten minutes before the pain returned. "Lie still. I've got to see about Sandra." Sandra sat where I'd left her, huddled up in a ball, shivering. I gripped her firmly by the shoulders, then tipped her head up, with one finger, under her muzzle. She blinked as she looked up at me, her eyes glistening with tears. "Hey. There's nothing yet, right? If it hasn't happened by now. . ." I brushed the hair away from her face again. There was a long pause, while Sandra stared at me, not even breathing. As the seconds passed, a trace of a smile began to flicker at the base of her mouth. "You see. Wait here. I've got to get the sheriff inside." Sandra took a deep breath, then stood up. "_We'll_ get him inside," she told me, and she walked over to Andy. She looked back at me as I followed, and smiled as I sat down next to her. "Thanks," she said. Together, we managed to get the sheriff to his feet, and I braced myself against him, trying to balance on my back legs. I hadn't walked upright in a long time, but I somehow managed to keep from tripping over myself. Sandra also watched her feet carefully, as we made our way up the steps toward the door. As we reached the door the sheriff cried out, as another attack struck him. Sandra grabbed him tightly. For a few moments, Andy seemed to be fighting us. "Let me go!" he yelled, as his body shook, uncontrollably. Sandra only held him tighter. "It's all right," she said, leaning over, to look him in the face. "We're here. You've got nothing to be afraid of." Sandra looked up at me, just a glance. I could see the pain in her eyes, the memories of her own Transformation, the agony and the fear of that terrible night. Then the sheriff relaxed, breathing heavily. As Sandra and I helped the sheriff through the door, a nurse spotted us, and rushed over. "It's Sheriff Hakkett," I told her. "He's turning into a werewolf." The nurse's mouth fell open. She backed away, wide-eyed. "He'll need something for the pain," I continued, while she stared. "That's the worst symptom. If you can get him through that, he'll probably be all right on his own." The nurse hesitated a moment more, but then moved in to help us. The sheriff shoved Sandra away as the nurse took his arm. I stepped back, then dropped back to all fours. "Are you sure he's turning into a werewolf?" the nurse asked. She turned to face me, her shoulder under one of the sheriff's arms. "He doesn't look much like a wolf, you know." "He won't, for a while. It's not like in the movies. It took me three days to change into what you see now." The nurse stared at me again, for a few seconds. Then she shook her head, with a sigh. "Sounds like you had a time of it. I'll see if I can find a place for this guy." I turned to look at Sandra. She was rubbing her heel, absent-mindedly. She grinned as she noticed I was watching her. "'Sounds like you a had a time of it'" She echoed. I snorted. "No kidding." She paused, thoughtfully. "You know, it's been six months. . .since we. . ." "Yeah." ". . .And tonight's a full moon." Suddenly, the glass doors burst open. An intern glanced around the lobby, and spotted me. "Hey, you're that wolf cop, right? Your radio's sure makin' a racket out here." I trotted to the door, and shoved it open. Even from the lobby, I could hear the mayor's voice on the patrol car's radio. He sounded frantic, almost panicked. "Thanks," I said to the intern, and bounded out to the car. "Sheriff! Please respond!" I planted one arm on the door, and stuck the other in the window, to grab the mike. My palms were elongated, twice the length of a human's, but I'd grown used to using them as hands, as well as feet. "This is Deputy MacDonald," I said. "Go ahead, Dave." "Steve!" The mayor yelled my name, sounding both anxious and relieved. "You're the one I was looking for anyway! Meet me out at Billy Nathan's place." "Billy Nathan? He's still in jail, isn't he?" Great. All I needed was Billy coming after me again. "No, it's his wife. I just got a call from her a few minutes ago. She claims a werewolf bit her little girl. The child is acting strange. . .like she's in pain or something." Behind me, Sandra gasped. I turned around, startled, and she put a hand over her mouth. I switched on the handset again. "I think we've got a big problem on our hands, Dave. The sheriff's having those same pains, too. We're at the hospital. "It's the Transformation, I'm sure of it. It's just like when it happened before. . .to me, and Sandra, and all of the others. I'd say there's about eight people in this town, somewhere, turning into werewolves." "We have to warn them, get them to a hospital," the mayor said. I nodded. "First, however, we've got to get to Amy, and calm her mother down. We know that no werewolf bit her, but when Amy starts to transform, that's exactly what her mom will think." "Okay," the mayor's voice answered. "I'll meet you at the Nathans' place." "Before you go," I cut in, "get me Deputy Silvers." "Okay, sure." I took a deep breath, and looked down at Sandra. She stood on the hard concrete beside me, searching my face. "You know how Billy Nathan hates you," she said. "What's going to happen when he finds out his daughter is turning into a werewolf?" I leaned against the car door, resting my head against one hand. "I don't know. I've tried to reason with him, but Billy only sees a monster. . . He still thinks I was trying to hurt his daughter. "It's Amy's mother that I'm going to have to convince, but I'm the one responsible for getting her husband arrested. If there really was a werewolf with Amy. . ." The radio crackled. "Silvers here. You need somethin', Steve?" I grabbed the handset. "Yeah. The Transformation's happening again. I want to make sure no one gets shot this time." I could see Sandra lower her head, just out of the corner of my eye. "You need to drop by the hospital and pick up Sandra," I told Silvers. "She'll be able to calm the victims down and get them back to the hospital." "Got it. Where's the sheriff gonna be in all this?" "The sheriff is transforming. He won't be able to help." There was silence on the line, just for a moment. "Okay. I'll be right over." I replaced the handset, and dropped to the ground beside Sandra. There was a look of sadness in her eyes. This day had brought up too many memories for both of us. "Are you gonna be all right?" She smiled at me, staring into my eyes for a second or two. "I'll be fine," she finally said, and her grin widened. "I really didn't want to be human again anyway!" * * * * * "How the hell could you lose him!" The sheriff was mad. Andy's hands were splayed out on his desk, his claws digging into the wood, his eyes wild. Deputy Silvers looked like he wanted to bolt and run, and I couldn't say as I blamed him. I was a werewolf myself, and Andy was beginning to scare _me_. "Bill Nathan has been trouble for us since the day you arrested him," I said. "His men have been trying to break him out for months. You said yourself you wanted to transfer him to the county jail." "That's no excuse. Silvers was on guard that night, and Billy was his responsibility. If it was up to me, he'd be fired right now." "It's not up to you," corrected the mayor. "It's up to me." Mayor David Taylor stood next to the sheriff's desk, his arms folded. "We need Silvers, Andy. Now that you're a werewolf, he's the only human we've got in the sheriff's department. You know the people in this town aren't going to like taking orders from you. We need Silvers to keep them in line, to keep them in control." Andy stared at him. The sheriff's transformation had left him tough and muscular. His black, grizzled hair had grown out into a thick, shaggy coat. He looked large and bear-like. "So I can't do my job, is that it?" "Of course not," I cut in. "We both know who the law around here is. You've kept us safe, even when the whole town wanted us dead." "When we first arrived, you didn't trust us. I remember the gun you carried, with its silver bullets. But you learned to trust us, and we've learned we can trust you. You were always fair, even when you were afraid of us. I've never forgotten that." The sheriff leaned his elbows on the desk, rubbing his face with his hands. "All right. I guess I can be fair with Silvers, too. So, now that the damage is done, what do we do?" "Well, he's obviously going to be after you two," the mayor answered, looking at Andy. "He's always hated Steve, and you've never been high on his list of friends. Now that you're 'one of them' too, he's going to want you both dead." Andy nodded. "Silvers, tell you what. You stake out the Nathans' place, and if Billy shows up, you let me know. You do this right, and I may even forget you're why we're in this mess." "Sure, chief." Silvers hurried out of the room. "Do you think he knows about his daughter?" I asked. "I'd bet he does," the sheriff answered. "And he'll blame you for it." He looked at me, a serious set to his jaw. "He won't stop until one of the two of you's dead." * * * * * "I want out of here," the sheriff was saying. "I'm tired of being poked and prodded." "If you'll just hold still, you _can get out of here," countered the doctor. "I've just got one more test to do. I just want to make sure you and all the rest are okay." Doctor Katherine James held a penlight in one hand, shining it in the sheriff's eyes, as he tried to wriggle away from her. Her lanky, furred body was covered by a lab coat, tied loosely around her body, but her arms were not in their sleeves. Her hair was a bright, flaming red, as was the fur on her arms, but a ruffle of white could be seen on her exposed chest. "Hiya, Kat," I said, stepping through the door. "Or maybe I should start calling you something else. You look more like a fox, now." She looked down at herself. "Yeah. It's ironic. I come here to study werewolves, and end up turning into one." "What's with the coat? It's not gonna fit, you know." "I know. It's just going to take a while. . ." She ran a hand through her mass of tangled hair. Before the transformation, her hair had been short, and immaculately groomed. "I think the first thing I need to do is get a haircut." "You don't want to do that," said Sandra, with a knowing smile. "It's good to have all that hair. It keeps things hidden, you know?" Katherine nodded, but then looked up, startled, at the red and blonde werewolf behind me. "Sandra? You're wearing perfume? What's the occasion?" "She always wears perfume, doc," I said. "You just couldn't smell it before." Sandra nodded. "Normal perfume's too strong for me. I diluted it, so only another werewolf can smell it." "Like me. . ." I said, and she stuck out her tongue at me. Behind Sandra, Amy skidded past, on the tile floor of the hall, her short legs moving in all directions. Sandra jumped out of the way, as the tiny pup slid past her, into the room. "Look at me!" Amy cried happily. "I can slide!" She charged back out of the room again, turning sideways as she hit the floor outside. She "pedalled" with her back feet, and again shot down the hall, sliding on the long fur between her toes. Her mother ran past the door, heading in the same direction. "Amy! Come back here!" I couldn't help laughing. "You know, that's the first werewolf child I've ever seen. We haven't had the time to have children, ourselves." Sandra watched the girl playing, a smile on her face, but she suddenly looked up. "Steve," she said sweetly. "Are you trying to ask me something?" I feigned a look of complete shock. "Sandra! I'm not that kind of werewolf!" She looked back out the door, and the thoughtful look returned. "We don't really know if our children will even be werewolves. They might be normal humans." "I don't think so," the doctor cut in. "It wouldn't make sense if we couldn't pass this on to our children." She thought for a moment. "Even after all this time, I still don't know what makes you. . .us. . .tick. But when I started transforming, I began to study myself, as well the wolf I was standing next to." "What?" Of all the people who transformed, six months ago, I was the only one that saw a wolf. "I brought in some wolves to study, remember? I was examining one of them, when it happened. I guess I'm the one, this time. . ." Andy turned to look up at her. "What do you mean?" "When the first Transformation happened," Kat told him, "it seemed to happen in clusters. . .centered on one human, like Steve, who saw a wolf at the time of the flash." "So you think that the effect jumps from person to person," I stated. Katherine nodded. "Some of the. . .characteristics of the wolf were passed on to me -- and from me out to the rest of the city." I paused a moment, thinking. "I saw. . .something, a spark, maybe, pass between Sandra and Andy." "Oh, my God. . ." Sandra's voice trailed off, as she looked at the sheriff. "It's my fault Andy's a werewolf." Andy's eyes widened as he stared at Sandra, shocked, but Kat shook her head. "No. It only happens to certain people. There were others standing next to me that weren't effected. We're a. . .a carrier now, but this flash. . . That's what doing this." Andy grunted. "You got any idea why it hurt so damn much?" Kat shuddered. "Yes. . .that was. . .surprising. But everything that happened during the Transformation was consistent with a massive bodily trauma -- the pain, the exhaustion, the immune system going wild -- except, of course, that there was no injury." "Besides," I cut in, "it's over now. You're not going to turn back. Now that you're a werewolf, the worst is over . . .Right Andy?" The black furred wolf stared at me a moment. "I guess." I smiled reassuringly at him. "It's not as bad as you think. Oh, sure, it's not easy. It's not easy at all, being a werewolf. . ." I glanced at Sandra. ". . .But it does have its moments." Sandra's eyes lit up, as she met my gaze. She flashed me a coy smile, but just then, a shout from out in the hall interrupted us. "Hey, ya damn wolf! Get the hell outta here!" I leaped out the door, landing in the middle of the corridor, as I glanced in the direction the sound came from. Amy, at the end of the hall, had just collided with a large, and very angry human. I took off running again, with Sandra right behind me. "Get offa me!" the man yelled, pulling back his foot. I could tell he intended to kick Amy, who cringed in the middle of the floor. I struck the man full force in the chest. He hit the floor with a crash. I leaped away, darting around him, as he swung at me. He rolled over, then got to his feet. "Doggie," he said menacingly, "you just made a big mistake." Sandra, behind the man, was scooping up Amy, picking her up by the back of the neck, with her teeth. We rarely used our teeth like that, but this was an unusual situation. I could smell the man's friends coming up behind me. The jerk was grinning, like he was putting one over on me. He started feinting, pretending to swing at me, but I could hear the footstep, right behind me. I tensed, ready to dodge to one side. "Right! This has gone far enough!" Andy stood not two feet away, his head lowered. I could almost swear he was baring his fangs. "Boys, you may not recognize me, but I happen to be sheriff in this town. Now, obviously, you ain't gonna believe me, so I guess I'm gonna have ta rough you up a little before I take ya to jail. "So," he said, his voice dangerous, "You boys wanna break it up. . .or you wanna give me a reason to tear you to pieces?" The big man backed away, watching Andy warily. I glanced behind me, and his friend was also backing away. There were a few others, but they'd already taken off running. The other two joined them, and they were gone in a few moments. Sandra breathed a sigh of relief. "Thanks, Andy. You just saved our hides." "Almost got Amy killed, more like!" Amy's mom grabbed her up, sheltering her from us by one arm. "Why can't you just leave my little girl alone!" "If I hadn't stopped that man, he would have killed Amy, and he would have killed her because she's a werewolf." The woman's eyes narrowed as she looked at me. She then turned to Sandra. "If you hurt her, picking her up like that, I'll. . ." She turned on her heel, stomping away. Sandra watched her leave, then glanced at me. There was a look of pain in her eyes. "You did the right thing," I told her. "I'm sure it's safe to pick up a werewolf like that." She nodded, slowly. "It was just. . .instinct. Oh, I hope I didn't hurt her. . ." * * * * * I padded softly through the thick undergrowth, the leaves crackling under my feet. I twisted my way through the brush, ducking under tangled branches, following paths no human could detect. There was something about the shadows of the Big Thicket that drew me here, again and again. There was something about the sight and the smell of it that I loved. The forest was in my blood. Frank Carson's brother had a fishing cabin here. The sheriff and I had tracked him down, that day the sheriff transformed. He'd made a run for it, in that old Jeep of his, but the sheriff and I were able to stop him. Now I was wondering where it was he was trying to go. I'd been following the Jeep's tracks all over the Big Thicket, and they had led me here, to an old, abandoned shack, out in the middle of the forest. I approached the shack cautiously, well away from the dirt road, hiding in the cover of the dense forest. I knew the place well. It was Billy's old cabin. This was where Billy had brought me, six months ago, when he kidnapped me and tried to kill me. Since Billy's arrest, I'd thought the place was abandoned. The trees ended at a small clearing, with the shack at its center. It had seemed run down and abandoned the last time I was here. Now, it was rotting, the wood turning a sickening shade of green. The clearing in front of the cabin, however, was marked with tire tracks, fresh tire tracks, from several different vehicles. I stepped up to the door. The musty stench of decay hit my sensitive nose, as I stuck my head inside. The light filtered through holes in the crumbling roof, revealing a floor littered with garbage and decaying wood. Even so, the wood seemed solid, and it held my weight as I gingerly stepped into the cabin. A coil of rope lay discarded on the floor, frayed and black with mold. They'd used that rope to tie me up. I could almost feel it, wrapped tight around my arms and legs, cutting into my wrists, as I struggled to get free. And then came the image, of Billy's rifle coming down on Sandra's head. I remembered her falling, collapsing like a rag doll, as I fought to escape, straining against the ropes. She'd ducked the blow, just barely in time, but for a moment, as I lay there, helpless, it seemed like I'd lost her forever. In that moment, nothing else mattered. I stepped back out of the door, into the sunlight. My ears picked up the click of a rifle being cocked. I leaped, back into the cabin, as the shot rang out, and the bullet grazed the fur on my shoulder. I quickly ducked behind the door frame, as a second bullet followed the first. Not even a silver bullet. I snorted. Apparently, they had finally figured out that regular bullets worked just as well on us. "Police officer!" I called out to them. "Drop your weapons." Of course, they knew who I was, and they were not going to listen to me, but procedure is procedure. A third shot rang out. I leaned closer to the wall, my ears turning, moving on top of my head. Each shot they fired gave me a better idea of where they were. They seemed to be only a couple of yards away. I snuck a peek out through the door. Sure enough, they were just on the other side of the clearing. There were two of them, hiding behind one of the trees that dotted the lot in front of the cabin. Another shot forced me to duck back inside. "You don't really think I'd be stupid enough to come out here alone, do you?" I asked them. The doorpost exploded, showering me with rotten wood, as a bullet whizzed past my ear. I jerked my head away from the door, and then glanced around the cabin. They had me trapped, and they knew it. When they realized that I didn't have a gun. . . I jumped as a twig snapped. The sound had come from out in back of the building! I dropped low, creeping away from the doorway, but straining to pick up the slightest noise. I could just hear the rustle of leaves outside, as someone moved around, sneaking over to the right side of the shack. There was a window in the middle of the right wall, just tall enough that someone could look through it. I crept up underneath the window, crouching as low as I could. There was movement outside, and then a click, as a hammer was pulled back. A shadow moved across the light from the window, and then the barrel of a rifle was thrust suddenly into the room. I leaped upward, wrapping my arms around the barrel. The gun went off. The explosion seemed deafening to my wolf's ears, but I managed to keep my grip on the rifle, and pry it out of its owner's hands. The weapon flew across the room. The human stared at me, wide-eyed, as I rose up to face him, and he turned to run. I leaped out through the window, landing on top of the man. He hit the ground with an "Oof!", and I rolled over, back onto all four feet. On the other side of the clearing, the two men were levelling their rifles at me. Sandra burst out of the trees behind them, leaping at the first of the snipers with a scream of fury. She tore the gun out of the first man's hands, then leaped at the second. He fired wildly at her, but Sandra's surprise attack had caught him completely off guard. For the moment, we had the advantage. I charged across the field, just as the sheriff's patrol car roared into the clearing, and skidded to a stop in front of me. Andy dropped out of the car, pulling his gun out of its shoulder holster as he rolled across the ground. He came up, leveling his pistol across the hood of the car. "Don't move!" He yelled. "You're both under arrest. And don't think just 'cause I got paws for hands I can't fire a gun. . ." The sheriff's pistol cracked. Sandra leaped aside as a branch dropped out of the tree above their heads, landing on one of the men. The humans fell to the ground, and even Sandra looked a little stunned. "There ya go. . ." said the sheriff. I trotted back to the man I'd tackled. I grabbed him by his shirt, standing upright as I pulled him to his feet, and shoved him toward the sheriff. "See. . .I told you I didn't come here alone." I dropped back to all fours as the sheriff grabbed the man, forcing him into the patrol car. Sandra, on the other side of the car, had gathered up the other two men. As she shoved them into the sheriff's car, I looked up at Andy. "What took you so long?" His jaw tightened. "I had some trouble with the car. I lost the keys under the seat. I couldn't get 'em out. . ." Andy rubbed his shoulder. He was standing with one hand on the car's roof, to hold his weight, while he stood upright next to the car. "Are you okay?" I asked. He'd winced, as if from pain, just before he put his hand up to his shoulder. "Huh? No, I'm fine." He dropped his arm, and then looked down at his elongated hands. "I hate this." He finally said. "Don't be so hard on yourself," Sandra told him, looking over the top of the car at him. "I haven't gotten up the nerve to drive a car at all. I have to get Steve to drive me around." "You want me to drive these guys back to the station?" Andy shook his head. "No, I'm all right. I drove all the way here, right?" "Okay." Sandra dropped out of sight, as the sheriff got back into his car. He pulled away, leaving Sandra standing just a few feet away from me. "I left the car parked back up the road," I told her. "We're going to have to walk." She rolled her eyes. "Great. . ." We headed back down the dirt path together, walking in the shade of the trees. The ground was soft, comfortable under my feet, and the shadows of afternoon were spreading out across the road. Sandra had grown quiet. "You know, it's a lot cooler than the last time we were here," she said. She was silent for a few more moments. "We almost didn't make it, that last time we were here. . ." Sandra walked beside me with her head down. Her long hair hung down over her face, casting it in shadow. From the thick mane of her tousled hair, her huge ears thrust outward, drooping dejectedly at the tips. "What's the matter?" Her eyes met mine, and then she looked away again. "Why do you keep risking your life like this?" she finally asked. "I'm just. . .so afraid. . .that one day. . ." "I know," I told her. "I'm afraid, too. I don't know why people hate us so much. I wish I could just. . .give up, let somebody else worry about it all." I looked Sandra in the eye. "But there isn't anybody else. Like it or not, when I led us all back into Blackwood, I became the person most humans think of when they think of 'werewolves'. I have to set an example." "You don't have to be an example for me. You don't have to be an example for any of us. Dave, Andy, the deputy, they all know what kind of a person you are. . ." "It's not them I have to convince." I told her. "It's Billy Nathan, and those like him." Sandra shook her head. "You'll never convince _them_." The conversation fell silent as we approached my VW Bug. Sandra waited while I fished my keys out of the pack I wore over my shoulder, and unlocked my door. Bracing myself against the door frame, I managed to wrestle my misshapen body into the car, tucking my tail up between my legs as I sat down. I then unlocked Sandra's door. Sandra joined me, brushing her hair carefully over her chest, as she sat down upright in her seat. For a moment, I shifted around, trying to get comfortable, but I finally just fished the seat belt out and pulled it around me. As I looked up at Sandra, she was staring down at the floor, an odd look on her face. Sandra's nose twitched as she sniffed the air, and suddenly her eyes widened. She reached across me, and threw open my door. She then shoved, hard, against my side. "Get out! Quick!" Then I heard it, a quiet ticking. I grabbed Sandra with both arms and leaped, out of the car. There was a roar of sound, and then the blast threw us both out into the street. I could feel the heat against my skin, as I dropped into the ditch, covering Sandra's body with my own. There was a second explosion, and debris rained down around us. I looked up. My car was in flames, pieces of it scatted all over the highway. The entire front end of the Beetle was gone, and the seats where we had been sitting, only seconds before, were just a mass of blackened plastic and twisted metal. * * * * * "You _are_ saying I can't do my job!" Andy jumped down off of the chair, and headed for the door. I stepped in front of him. "That's not what he means. Hear him out, Andy." "Andy, we both know how much I respect you," the mayor said. "You've done more for this town than any one man should have to do. You spend more time here than you do in your County Offices. . .and I appreciate that. Dave sat back down at his desk. "But you're under a lot of stress right now. On top of all the other things you have to deal with, now you've got to deal with being a werewolf. It's too much for anyone to handle. Even you." Andy looked back at him. "That's not what this is about," he said cynically. "This is about me shootin' at those two men." "Yes!" Dave said. "That isn't like you, Andy! You could have _killed_ those two men, showing off like that!" The mayor took a deep breath. "Steve doesn't even use a gun. It's too hard for him to hold one. Look at your hands! How can you use a gun the way you did before?!" "Now yer sayin' I can't shoot?!" Andy yelled, his voice angry. "I'm the best damn marksman in the whole county!" "Maybe you are!" Dave countered. "But that won't mean a thing if those two decide to sue us. And I can't say they don't have a case! "We can't prove they had anything to do with Billy's escape. They both claim they haven't seen him. All we can hold them on is assault, on Steve. But what if they claim they were acting in self defense? What does your little stunt do for us then?" Andy was silent. "Look, I'm not blaming you for any of this. You're tired, that's all, and you need some rest. That's why I want you to take some time off, maybe go up to that cabin of yours. Just get away from things for a while. . .take some time off for yourself." Andy just stood there, for a long moment. "Time is the one thing I don't have," he said, quietly. He raised his head, looked up at the mayor. "This is my case, and I'm not leaving. If you want me off it, you'll have to fire me." He turned, and strode out of the room. Dave put a hand to his head. He was silent for a long moment. "This is not like him," the mayor said, with a sigh. "This whole transformation thing has changed him." "It's not the Transformation," I answered. "I know how we look, but. . .I'm no wolf, Dave." He smiled at me, shaking his head. "I don't know. I've seen you bare the old fangs when things don't go your way." I scratched underneath my muzzle, with the tip of a thumb claw. "No. I don't think that's it. Sure, I'd be a fool if I said this hasn't changed me. I think like a wolf, I react as a wolf, but I've learned to live with it, to control it, just as you control _your_ instincts. Andy will learn, too. He just needs time." "It's the stress. He's got so much to worry about, so much to do, and he has to deal with what he's become, as well. He hasn't accepted what he is yet. He doesn't _like_ being a werewolf. . ." * * * * * I walked out of the town hall and into the sunshine. Sandra was waiting for me, on the sidewalk in front of the building. Her golden blonde fur seemed to shimmer in the midday sun, and her mane of auburn hair swirled gently around her head and shoulders, moved about by the breeze. "So, what's going on? Is he going?" I shook my head. "He's too stubborn. He's afraid if he takes the vacation, the job won't be waiting for him when he gets back." "He should know better than that," Sandra said. "I'll talk to him. I can be very. . .persuasive." I grinned. "I've noticed." "Hey, let's go to the park!" she said, suddenly, and took off running down the sidewalk. Before I could react, she was already halfway down the street, heading for the trees and bushes that marked the city limits. I took off after her in one powerful bound, already in a dead run, by the time my hands hit the pavement. Blackwood had just the one major road. The hospital was along its length, and a couple of other buildings. There were one or two gas stations, a single restaurant, but not much else. Blackwood was a logging town, and not a very big one, at that. The town hall was near the city limits, and as the road went past it, streets and homes began to give way to shadowy forest. Just inside the border that separated the town from wilderness, a small park had been fenced in, the underbrush cleared away, and a few benches placed here and there. In the summer, the park was always busy. Humans would come for picnics, or to escape from the hot Texas sun, in the shade of the trees. It was hard for us to just sit there, listening to the humans, to their insults, their muttered complaints about werewolves in 'their' park. But now it was winter, and the park was empty. The trees were bare and lifeless, and the grass had grown high, and choked with weeds. The trees cast grey shadows across the cool ground, and the wind was chilly. I paused, just outside the park. Inside, Sandra bounded playfully through the tall grass, leaping and dancing in the shifting patterns of light. I shot forward, racing across the field, and tackled her, throwing us both to the ground. Sandra laughed as we rolled over and over. I stood up, straddling her with my four legs, and she propped herself up on her elbows underneath me. She then looked down at her chest, adjusting the hair that grew from her shoulders. That hair was long and silky, like the hair on her head, and it hung down over a part of her body not covered in fur. . . "Careful," she said. "I'm liable to expose something." "You mean like last time?" I asked. "That wasn't my fault -- You did _that_ on purpose." "You didn't seem to mind." She ran a finger down through that hair, playing with it. "It was right here, too. Right here in this very park." "Yes. . .You looked like you were going to tell me something. . .but we were interrupted." "By, Danny, of course. We're always interrupted." She smiled at me, her brown eyes glittering. "But Danny's in Houston. He can't interrupt us now." "No, he can't." "So what were you going to tell me?" I kissed her. For a moment, the kiss seemed a little awkward, even strange. My muzzle bumped against hers, and she chuckled, a short, muffled sound. But her lips were soft, and full, and warm. Her arms went around my back, pulling me closer, and then all else was forgotten. There was a rustling above my head. "Steve! There you are. . .Oh, my! Uh. . .I'm sorry!" Deputy Silvers was standing a few feet away, one arm over his face, backing away from us. He dropped his arm a bit, stealing a glance at me, and then just as quickly covered his face again. Sandra leaned her head back, looking up at him. "_What_???" I could not suppress a snicker. Sandra sounded positively infuriated. "Um. . .Uh. . .I was just. . .Uh." "Well, come on," I said. "Spit it out." "The. . .the mayor sent me to get you," Silvers said. "We've found Billy." I leaped to my feet. "What! When? Have you questioned him about the bomb?" "No." The deputy looked at me, strangely, almost fearfully. "We won't be able to question him about anything." He hesitated, just for a second. "He's dead. A werewolf killed him. One 'a your people must have gotten to him first." * * * * * I could see them, beyond the glass doors, gathered in the lobby of the town hall. The protesters pushed and shoved, trying to force their way past Silvers, and the three men we'd so quickly deputized. They yelled at Silvers, at the men, at the receptionist. . .even at each other. I stepped a little further back behind the door. It wouldn't do for one of them to see me. The sheriff and I had needed to be brought in through the back door, just to get us in the building at all. It was just like six months ago. . . There was a commotion at the end of the hall. Silvers opened the glass doors of the lobby, leading Mrs. Nathan through. The security men shoved the crowd back as Silvers walked towards me, with one arm around the grieving woman's shoulder. As they passed, the woman looked up, and spotted me in the shadows. Her face twisted into a grimace of rage. She leaped at me, driving both of her fists into my ribs, with enough force to knock the wind out of me. "Monster! MONSTER!" she yelled, pounding on my back and shoulders. I drew back, trying to shield my head with an arm. Silvers and another man pulled her off of me, as she screamed, hysterically, kicking and flailing. The guard dragged her away, down the hallway, but she called out to me, a look of wildness in her eyes. "My husband don't know nuthin' about no damn bombs! You hear? My husband don't know nuthin' about bombs!" There was a shout from the crowd. Silvers crouched down in front of me, blocking the view of the crowd in the lobby. "They've spotted you. We'd better get you out of here." We ducked down the hall and into an empty office. As Silvers shut the door, I slammed a fist against my shoulder, letting out the growl that welled up inside me. "Hey, don't be so hard on yourself," said the deputy. "You're not responsible for Billy's death. If anything. . . I am." He frowned, looking back at the door. For just a moment there, I'd seen a flash of guilt in his eyes. I stepped a little closer to him. "What do you mean? Just because Billy got away from you? That wasn't your fault." "Yes, it was. . ." His voice trailed off, and he stared at the door for a long moment. Finally, his shoulders slumped. "I. . .I fell asleep, that night, when I was supposed to be watching Billy. It was just for a few moments, but. . ." I put a hand on his shoulder. "No wonder the sheriff was so mad at you." He looked shocked. "No! I never told him. I couldn't. He'd kill me if he knew." "You're going to _have_ to tell him. That crowd's calling for an investigation, and if something like this comes out, it'll look bad for us. I know you don't want to get in trouble, but it could be even worse for the sheriff and I." He shook his head. "I can't tell him. You tell him. I'd be too afraid to." "I think _you_ should tell him. It's the only way you're going to be able to face what you've done." I leaned forward a bit, to look him in the eye. "You made a mistake. That doesn't make you responsible for Billy's death. The werewolf who killed Billy is the one responsible, and I'm going to find him. I promise." Silvers shook his head. I could see that he wasn't convinced. * * * * * "Well, no one can accuse you of bringing along too much stuff," I said, pulling the suitcase out of the trunk of the patrol car. I slung it over one shoulder, and hopped along on three legs, as I headed over toward the Blazer, where Sandra waited. "I haven't had that much to pack," Sandra said, "Ever since I stopped wearing clothes." "Not to mention that suitcases are a lot harder to handle nowadays." I shoved the case in among Andy's things, in the back of the Blazer. Andy, meanwhile, was wrestling with his ice chest. He was bracing himself upright against it, but couldn't stand up long enough to lift it. The ice chest bumped along on the porch, as he tried to pick it up, and dropped it a few inches further along. "Hold on there," I told him. "You can't carry that alone. . ." "I've got it!" Andy protested. I leaped up onto the porch. "No, no. You can't stand up with something that heavy. Our hips can't handle it. Here." I grabbed one side of the chest in one hand, lifting it off the ground, while shifting my weight onto my other hand. "Now, you pick up that side." He did so, and we carried the chest down off of the porch. "There you go," I told him. "You just have to learn to walk on three legs." He snorted. "I'm just now learning how to walk on _four_ legs." "Well, at least you can laugh about it," Sandra said with a smile, as she joined us. "Don't worry. After a while it'll all seem like second nature to you." He sighed. "I don't know how I let you two talk me into this." "The break will do you good, and you can't do anything here, anyway. We've been taken off the case. There's nothing we can do." "Don't give me that," Andy said, darkly. "You want to solve this thing as much as I do." "Yes," Sandra cut in, "but he's in a better position to do it than you are." Andy stared at Sandra, surprised by her bluntness, but she smiled back at him. "As much as we owe for all you've done for us, you've never _been_ one of us until now. Steve knows every werewolf in this county, maybe even in this state. If anyone can find out who the killer is, he can." Andy's head drooped. "Besides," I put in. It's not going to be easy, what with the investigation, and all. I've been taken off the force. The mayor and Silvers are all we have left." The sheriff's eyes narrowed. "That idiot. He couldn't solve this case if I handed it to him." He looked up at me. "You know why Billy escaped? He fell asleep, that's why." Sandra's eyes met mine, and her mouth fell open in shock, but I nodded. "I know. He told me. That's in the past. Right now, Billy is dead, and his case is closed. You don't have to protect me anymore." The sheriff grunted, a short, guttural sound, almost like a chuckle. He then turned around and headed back into his house. When I looked over at Sandra, she was staring at me. "I'm glad you talked to him," I said. "He really needs your help right now." "He needs _you_ right now." She smiled. "We both do." I sighed. "Whoever committed this murder, he's still a werewolf, and he's still one of my people. . .maybe one of my friends. If that mob gets a hold of him, he's as good as dead. I owe it to all of us to find Billy's murderer, and make sure he gets justice." Sandra was silent a moment, but then she shook her head. She glanced up at me, with a sly grin. "Well, you find him fast, and then you get up here." She eyed me coyly, biting her lower lip. "Then we can finish that conversation that Silvers interrupted." "Conversation?" I asked, smiling. "I don't remember any conversation. As I recall, we weren't doing much talking." "Well, no," she said, "once I got you to shut up. . ." She raised one arm, placing her hand up against my face. I felt a claw brush against my cheek, and then she turned and followed the sheriff inside. * * * * * Kat found me in the impound lot, underneath the remains of my car, collecting the residue left behind by the bomb. "Steve?" she asked. "Can I talk to you?" I could see her white paws on the concrete, just next to the rear wheel. "Go ahead," I said. "I'm listening." "Well. . ." she sighed. "I think something's wrong." I poked my head out from under the car. She looked down at me, a very worried look on her face. A clipboard was held pinned between her arm and her body. "I've run this test three times, and I don't know what to do. I can't give this to Dave. Everyone will think that we messed with the evidence." "Kat, what's wrong?" She looked at the clipboard. "I just finished the autopsy on Billy, and. . .it just doesn't make any sense. Every test I run shows the same thing. She paused a moment. "Steve. . .he's been dead for at least two weeks." It took a moment to sink in. "Wait a minute. He's only been out of _jail_ for two weeks. Are you saying he was killed less than a day after he escaped?" "More like. . .less than an hour. If my calculations are correct, he was dead within minutes of his escape." "Then he couldn't have planted the bomb." I put a hand against the sooty metal of the VW's frame, laying my head back against the concrete floor. And Mrs. Nathan had said that her husband knew nothing about bombs. . . "I've tried everything." Kat sounded like she was about to start crying. "I've got to be doing something wrong, but I just can't. . ." "No!" I started to climb out from under the car. "If that's what the tests say. . ." Suddenly, there was a sharp pain from my shoulder, as a bit of metal cut across my skin. Grunting from the pain, I put a hand up to stop the bleeding, and then looked up at what had cut me. There was a sharp piece of metal hanging down from the chassis right under the driver's side door. It was just a rusted out section of floor, untouched by the blast, and hanging from it was a bit of my hair -- and someone else's, as well. "What is that?" Kat said, as I crawled out from under the car, cradling the single, short strand in my hand. It was dark, brownish black, and wiry. "Is that a hair?" I shook my head. "Hair, like on a human's head -- like on our heads -- is long, and delicate. This is thick, thick enough to repel cold, and water." I held it up to her, in my open palm. "This is fur." She stared at me, silent, for a long moment. She was confused, but she had heard the fear in my voice. "What if we've been going about this all wrong? We've been assuming that since Billy was out of jail, he was the one who set the bomb, he was the one who wanted me dead. "But what if _I_ wasn't the target? What if the real target was someone that always rides with me, in my car? What if the target was Sandra? "And what if the killer is someone who blames Sandra for his being a werewolf. . ." Kat stared at me in shock. "Oh, my God." I began pacing up and down on the concrete. "There's only one werewolf who could have helped Billy escape. That same werewolf is the only person who could have planted the bomb, while Sandra and I were pinned down at the shack by Billy's men." "And that same werewolf told me not two hours ago that Silvers had fallen asleep at his post -- something Silvers would _never_ have told him. He's too afraid. . .too afraid of Andy. . ." Kat covered her face with her hands, but I grabbed her arms, pulling them away, to look her in the eye. "You've got to call Silvers, tell him to join me at Andy's cabin. I'll take your car, and see if I can stop him. I just hope I'm not too late. . ." * * * * * The pavement rushed past me, cutting into my feet as they pounded, repeatedly, against the hard asphalt. My ears lay flat back against my head, whipped back by the force of the wind, as I raced along. The pain meant nothing to me. I had left Katherine's car behind, about a mile back. I didn't need it. The doctor had once clocked me running at forty miles an hour. I intended to beat that record. Sandra's life was at stake. I turned off onto the dirt road. In a matter of seconds, I'd reached the driveway in front of Andy's cabin. The door stood wide open. I leaped through the doorway, into the living room. The room was empty. Books and furniture were scattered around on the floor. A few chairs were broken, and a bookshelf lay fallen across the door to the kitchen. The scent of sweat -- of fear and anger -- hung in the air. In front of the couch, on the table, a couple of books lay open, spread out for reading. Behind, a cabinet stood, full of books, jars of herbs, and small boxes. One of the boxes had fallen to the floor. Silver bullets spilled from it. On the floor next to the table a book had been dropped. On the cover was the symbol of a pentagram, and the title, "Werewolves in Myth and Legend". I picked it up, and turned it over, to the page Sandra must have been reading, when Andy walked in and discovered her. "Once you have become a werewolf," it read, "the only way to break the curse is to kill the werewolf that passed the curse on to you." The line was underlined. I charged back out the door, stopping outside, to sniff the air. Nothing. Andy's sense of smell was as keen as mine, and Sandra knew that. If I could smell her, then he could smell her. But. . .if Sandra guessed that I would be coming after her. . .how could she let me know where she was, without letting Andy know? I had one advantage, but it was also a disadvantage. I was a wolf, not a bloodhound, I was no good at tracking scents on the ground. That meant that Andy was no good at it, too. The only way either of us would be able to track Sandra would be to pick up her scent from the air. The wind was coming from the north. If she headed south, away from the wind, it would carry her scent away. I started to trot off to the south, but then stopped. If Sandra were running from Andy, he'd be right behind her. She would run into the wind, hoping to lose him, but if she thought I might be coming after her, she'd circle around, back to the north, and let the wind carry her scent to me. If he lost her, Andy might return to the shack. Sandra would try to meet me somewhere else. . .at the road! I took off running to the east, where the dirt path cut into the forest. I paused every few seconds to test the air, and suddenly, just for a moment, I caught a whiff of Sandra's perfume. I crashed into the brush, ignoring the sting of the dirt grinding into the pads of my feet. There was a shift in the wind, and suddenly the smell of perfume was strong. I charged toward the source of the scent, leaping and dodging through the undergrowth, and over fallen trees. The sound of a gunshot echoed through the forest. Then a second shot, and Sandra screamed, a loud, agonized sound. She was only a few yards ahead. I could hear her, pleading with Andy. "Please. Don't do this." Her voice was strained, tight with agony. "The legends are just legends. Some of them are right, but most of them are _wrong_!" "I'm sorry," came Andy's answer. "I have to know. If there were any other way. . .but I have to be sure!" There was still something calm and controlled in Andy's voice, but I could hear the fear, and the hatred, as well. How long had he been like this? Why hadn't I noticed? I broke from the trees, and leaped at him. He stood over Sandra, holding his gun to her head. I struck him full force in the arm, hoping to knock the gun away. He looked up as he saw me coming, but was too late to dodge. We slid across the ground, rolling, and I leaped back to my feet. To my surprise, Andy still had the gun. He had taped it to his hand. I dodged, leaping straight up into the air, and sideways, as Andy fired. As I came down, I darted forward, slamming into him again. With one hand encumbered by the gun, Andy wouldn't be able to move very fast. I had to take advantage of that. I grappled with him, shoving his gun arm away, while sinking my teeth into his shoulder. I wasn't trying to kill him, just shock him back to reality. Andy managed to twist aside, however, and forced me down onto the ground. The sheriff was a lot stronger than I was. I couldn't let him pin me down. I brought my arm up across his muzzle, then slammed my fist into his midsection. As he doubled over, I leaped away, rolling back to my feet. "Andy! Stop this, now! I've been fighting like this a lot longer than you have!" I could see Sandra watching us, worried, but lying on the ground, clutching her leg. She was bleeding, badly, from the inside of her thigh, and her leg was twisted at a strange angle. I charged back in, not giving Andy time to use the gun. We grappled again, but this time I planted my feet firmly on the ground, hoping I could beat his strength with a little more leverage. I knew how to stand in this body, to give myself the leverage I needed, but Andy apparently had figured it out as well. Still, I had two hands free, while Andy's taped gun hand was proving useless. We struggled, neither one able to get the advantage. "Come _on_!" I grunted. "You're a cop, Andy, not a murderer! Killing Sandra is not going to turn you back into a human!" "You don't know that!" he answered. "The legends. . ." "The legends are wrong! You don't need silver bullets to kill us. We don't turn back into humans during the day. We aren't monsters, Andy!" "But we _are_ werewolves! The change took place under a full moon! And Sandra did pass it on to me!!!" He shoved me aside, and I dropped back to all fours, dancing back and forth as he tried to draw his gun up. I dodged around him, and grabbed him from behind. He fired blindly in Sandra's direction, but missed her, although she shrieked, and strained to pull herself to safety. Her leg was useless, however, the bone shattered, and she cried out from the pain. "Andy, please! Let us help you. If you kill either of us, you're a murderer. . .and you'll have to live being a werewolf anyway. . ." Andy shoved upward with his shoulder, forcing my arm up near his face. He twisted his head, and sank his teeth into my arm. I cried out, flinching away from him, as he managed to work himself loose. Andy leaped at my throat, but I dropped to the ground, rolling, and he staggered past me. I braced myself for his charge as he came at me again. His eyes were wild, his fangs bared. The gun was making him limp slightly, but he was too angry to think about using it. He threw himself at me, and I shoved him aside with both arms, keeping my shoulders hunched to protect my neck. There was a sound from the underbrush, the crash of someone forcing his way through the trees. Sandra called out to him, and Silvers' voice answered. Andy started to turn, to fire at Sandra again, and I leaped at him. He was ready for my charge, and our arms locked. I struggled to keep the gun pointed up and away from Sandra. Silvers burst into the clearing, his rifle at the ready. "Sheriff! Drop the gun!" He ordered, leveling his weapon at Andy's head. Andy struggled to pull away from me, but I knew that the only thing that way keeping Silvers from firing was that he was afraid he would hit me. "He can't drop the gun, Silvers!" I told him. "It's taped to his hand!" "Understood." He paused only a moment. "Andy, step away from Steve, sit back on your haunches, and put your hands in the air." Standard procedure. I had developed that position, the werewolf equivalent of putting your hands behind your head. Since werewolves could not stand upright, a slight variation was required. Andy was not listening, however. He struggled with me, fighting to free his arms from my grip, to point his gun at Sandra. Even if Silvers could shoot him before he pulled the trigger, there was still a chance that Andy would be able to fire, before he passed out. Sandra had collapsed from the pain, and was breathing hard. Even a stray bullet might kill her. "He has only one shot left, Silvers!" I said. "I don't believe that he will shoot me, he's trying to kill Sandra." That wasn't true, but in all the confusion, maybe Andy had lost track. If he thought he had only one bullet left, he wouldn't fire unless he was _sure_ he could hit. "I understand, Steve," Silvers responded. "But I know my duty, to you and to her." He kept his rifle leveled at Andy's head, his finger on the trigger, waiting. The Sheriff again tried to force his arm down. I brought his hand up and around, trying the turn the gun back on him, but Andy seemed to sense the manuever, and stopped me. All I had to do was shove him away, and Silvers would do the rest. But I had a duty, too. . .to someone who had been my friend, to someone who trusted me, no matter how misguided he had become. "It's over, Andy! The moment you fire, Silvers will shoot! You know that!" "At least I will die as a man!" "Many of us have died, Andy! None of us have _ever_ changed back. . .even in death!" "But you don't know if any of those werewolves passed it on to anyone. You're the only one that we _know_ was the first!" His fangs ripped into my arm again, and I cried out, but did not let him go. He twisted around, trying to slash at my throat, and it took everything I had to keep him away. He was snarling, growling, crazed by anger, frustration, and fear. "I have to know," he muttered. "I have to know." Andy struggled to point his gun hand back at Sandra. I pulled it back, and then, half from desperation, I shoved it down between the two of us. Andy was too suprised by the move to stop it. The gun was now pointed right at my leg. "It all started with me, right?" "Huh?" Andy looked startled. "That's what Kat said. That's what _you_ said. I was the first." "Yeah, I guess so." Andy redoubled his efforts. "Then, if _I_ die, Sandra will change back." I grunted the statement, fighting to keep the gun aimed downward. Andy didn't answer. "Right?" I asked. "I guess. . ." "And if you kill me, and Sandra doesn't change back -- if no one changes back -- then you'll know, right?" "No!" Sandra protested. "Steve!" I pulled the gun up, across my body. "Then if it's a life you want, it's a life you'll get." The shot was drowned out by Sandra's scream. I felt the impact, more than I heard it. * * * * * I awoke in a bed at the hospital. I put a hand to my belly, wincing at the pain, and found a bandage wrapped tightly around my middle. Sandra sat in a chair next to the bed, slumped over, her eyes closed. Her leg was in a cast, sticking out sideways from the chair, and she was lying against the bed, with her head cradled in her arm. Sandra looked up, and her jaw tightened as she saw I was awake. "Don't you _ever_ do that again," she said, angrily, but her voice was choked with tears. "What happened?" I managed to ask. "You took a bullet in the chest," came a voice to my left. Kat stood there, balanced on her back legs, supporting herself with one hand on the bed. "I just barely got to you in time." She reached up over my head, adjusting something that was positioned behind me. "I meant to Andy," I said. Sandra took a deep, shaky breath. "He fell apart. When he didn't change back -- when _I_ didn't change back -- he just curled up in a ball and waited for Silvers to take him away. I guess the shock of what he'd done finally brought him back to reality." I put a hand to my forehead. "What is it about this Transformation that brings out the worst in us?" Sandra's expression softened, and she put out a hand, to touch my face. "Not in all of us," she said. I smiled at her. She gazed down at me, her huge brown eyes red-rimmed, from crying. I could still see the fear and anguish in her face, but as she smiled back at me, my heart seemed to leap into my throat. She was just beautiful. "I had to do it," I told her. "I couldn't live without you." She blinked back tears. "I couldn't live without you either." "Well. . .I'm still alive. . ." I sighed. "So I guess we still don't know whether Andy was right or not." "I wouldn't say that," cut in Kat. "By the time we got to you, your heart had stopped. I was able to bring you back. . .but for a few moments there, you were dead." Sandra grabbed me by the shoulders, gently, but firmly. "I don't care about that. I almost lost you. I never want to feel like that again." "I know. I'm sorry." I stared up at the ceiling. There was a long silence. "But if there _were_ some way to change you back. . ." Sandra shut her eyes, blinking away tears as she hid her face behind one hand. "Oh, Steve. I don't want to be human again. Not without you." "But six months ago, when Billy almost killed you. . ." I sighed, put a hand on hers. "Sandra, if you weren't a werewolf, you would be safe. . ." Sandra put a hand to my lips. She gave me a sad smile, the corners of her mouth tugging upwards, just at the base of her muzzle. "Steve, I gave up long ago on us ever being safe again. We are what we are. . .and you are what you are." She turned away from me, her hair falling across her face, as she looked at the floor. "I've been worried about you since the first day I met you. I've always been afraid I was going to lose you. But I had no idea you felt that way about _me_." "Sandra. . .I love you." Sandra's face lit up as she turned back to me. She leaned over, and pressed her lips hard against mine. Kat made only the tiniest noise as she slipped out of the room, and this time we weren't interrupted.